Phase 3

So, I finished Phase 3 of “Operation Resume Zerg!” which I think is a pretty awesome name I just made up, so there’s that.  Basically, I sent out another ton of resumes, and now I’m going to take a break and sit back and see where they go.  One of the main reasons that I’m so gung-ho about this whole job thing, and I think why I’ve begun to take the rejections mildly personally is because my wedding is so close.  My goal was to have a job lined up, ready to go so that after I got married, we’d load our things into a U-Haul and drive into oblivion.  This plan, while good in theory, is not working out and so with every passing day, I have felt a bit more stress to accomplish my goal.  Yesterday, H and I had a conversation about what we would do if I didn’t have a job by the 8th and she immediately suggested moving back down to Southern IL.  There I have family, we could be somewhat stable, costs would be low and we could both work while I continued the job hunt.  I think what surprised me the most was that she was happy about what she was saying, and I’m pretty sure that it was at that point I realized having a job come the 8th wasn’t that big of a deal.  So I’m starting to feel a little relieved, the edge is starting to come off, and I’ve accepted the fact that a position will come along when the right church needs me.  That doesn’t keep me from wanting that church to spring up now, but I’m still a bit better off than I was.  Keep praying . . .

Oh, I have name the new car Captain Stubing, that is all.

~ by Drillpress on March 13, 2008.